I don’t know much about my past, I don’t know how or when I was born – probably from the winds and water… I was raised by the elders in the village until the time came for me to choose a profession. Then I met you.
I remember the first time I saw you; you came to the village to deliver some magical things to the temple and stopped by to chat with the gatekeeper. I noticed you because you were so different from the ordinary people who passed through the village every day – there was something about you that scared and excited me, I couldn’t get my eyes off you. So you can imagine what I felt when I learned that you had wanted to train me. Before our first official meeting I could hardly sleep, I was so worried that I look really stupid and disappoint you.
But it was nothing like that, even if you had doubts about me, you never revealed them – you always behaved like it was a pleasure to be with me and to share everything you know. And well, that was a lot of information… I was just listening and asking questions and wondering constantly about how you know all those things. And when one day I was ready to do my first important quest I was so glad that you promised to come with me. I felt so safe with you, like you protected me from anything that could happen. In the beginning it had been a pure “professional” relationship – you were so much wiser than me that I could never imagine of raising any personal interest towards me. But gradually I understood that my feelings were far from merely being a student’s respect for the teacher, it was much more… I started looking at you when you talked to me, I started feeling your power when you were close to me during hunting, I started dreaming about you at nights… I noticed the unusual colour and bottomless depth of your eyes, they seemed to imprison me completely and leave my mind blank and my body electrified. I noticed how the gentle fragility of your body and softness of your low voice had captured inside the strength of a dragon which was instantly released when you crushed monsters with your spell casting. You knew spells I had never heard of, you could summon storms and drain life from the dead, you could walk like the wind and be quick and unfailing, striking like lightning with nearly no effort… When I stood close to you I could feel the sharpness of your sorcery as if it took only the snap of fingers to make the world turn upside down. There were rumours that all your kind were engaged in some secret rituals of black magic which involved a lot of dark arts and evil spirits, and of course there was a certain air of mystery around you but I never felt like you would hurt me. You were always there when I needed advice, you were always understanding when I failed or lost faith in myself, you even helped me with practical matters – when the time was right you brought me all my equipment and gave me my first magical weapon, a book actually, but what kind of a book it was…At first I felt that it’s controlling me not the other way round. Seemed as if it wanted to share all its wisdom and I was only a tool for expressing its skills. But soon I mastered the necessary skills myself and learned my first real spells – I could strike with winds and freeze my enemies instantly to an icicle, I could make them weak when they attacked me and I could slow their movement. I felt invincible. That certainly almost cost my life a couple of times…
So we spent hours together talking and practising, you always a step ahead of me but still waiting as soon as you saw I’m not that fast. You took me to places where I had never been before – to ancient castles and mountains and endless seashores where we were the only people… In all the places you had a story to tell and sometimes you asked me questions, I couldn’t answer in the beginning but you encouraged me to think and improvise and soon you were surprised at some of the things I said.
So it was only logical that I started to feel a connection with you, I suddenly understood how you look at things and it fascinated me. I started to see things your way and it was a totally different dimension, everything seemed to have a reason, it was like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle falling into places. I felt so happy and easy, like I had nothing to worry about and I realised that the world was a wonderful place to be in. And all the time I was mastering my skills, I went hunting at nights, I travelled long distances in mountains where snow was so white that it hurt my eyes and wolves and goblins were only living creatures I saw for days. A couple of times I ran into giant spiders and spirits but as long as I didn’t touch them they showed no interest in me. And of course some of them were weak enough for me to kill them and practice my hunting skills.
So one night we were walking in the darkening forest hearing the owls wake up and spread their wings almost as silently as death creeping behind your back. I was a bit scared so you told me to keep close to you and you put a protection spell on me. I was almost like a shadow following you, feeling you inhale the night air and keeping your sharp senses constantly agile to detect the slightest movement that could harm us. I saw the moonlight reflect on your shield and I felt the gentle brush of your velvet robe as I walked next to you. We didn’t talk anymore; we shared each other’s thoughts and disappeared into the night like ghosts, two minds in one body, like a predator ready to jump at his prey. So somehow it was like a silent agreement between us that when we came to a glade that was filled with moonlight reflecting on hazy clouds, we stopped and you wrapped your arms around me. The forest was whispering around us and the streaks of mist sailed past us like ghost ships doomed to wander eternally… You held me close and I could feel your breathing and our feet were getting wet in the dew. But it didn’t matter; nothing mattered besides me and you and the magic that had sparkled between us. You took my face between your hands and kissed me, I could feel your tongue in my mouth and your fingers stroking my hair and sliding down my neck. I was like in a trance or something; I just drowned in your eyes and let you take control. You put you robe on the ground and took my hand to guide it to your warm body. It was cold outside but we didn’t feel it, we had our own heat… We lay next to each other barely touching but still fully electrified, our bodies were filled with the highest magic that exists – lust. So the next moment we were all over each other, kissing and tasting, touching and feeling, giving and taking – and only the full moon looked down on us and filled our flesh with desire. I don’t even remember all that happened that night but I know that I had you inside of me many times in many different ways, granting all my wishes and reading my mind like an open book. And that I really got the taste of you in my mouth, the feeling of your soft skin under my hands and the whisper of your hot breath in my ear. I was recharged with energy, feeling like I held the world on my palm, like the final piece of the puzzle had been placed. I knew that no matter what life had to offer for me, I was eternally connected to you, even if we never met again…
I remember the first time I saw you; you came to the village to deliver some magical things to the temple and stopped by to chat with the gatekeeper. I noticed you because you were so different from the ordinary people who passed through the village every day – there was something about you that scared and excited me, I couldn’t get my eyes off you. So you can imagine what I felt when I learned that you had wanted to train me. Before our first official meeting I could hardly sleep, I was so worried that I look really stupid and disappoint you.
But it was nothing like that, even if you had doubts about me, you never revealed them – you always behaved like it was a pleasure to be with me and to share everything you know. And well, that was a lot of information… I was just listening and asking questions and wondering constantly about how you know all those things. And when one day I was ready to do my first important quest I was so glad that you promised to come with me. I felt so safe with you, like you protected me from anything that could happen. In the beginning it had been a pure “professional” relationship – you were so much wiser than me that I could never imagine of raising any personal interest towards me. But gradually I understood that my feelings were far from merely being a student’s respect for the teacher, it was much more… I started looking at you when you talked to me, I started feeling your power when you were close to me during hunting, I started dreaming about you at nights… I noticed the unusual colour and bottomless depth of your eyes, they seemed to imprison me completely and leave my mind blank and my body electrified. I noticed how the gentle fragility of your body and softness of your low voice had captured inside the strength of a dragon which was instantly released when you crushed monsters with your spell casting. You knew spells I had never heard of, you could summon storms and drain life from the dead, you could walk like the wind and be quick and unfailing, striking like lightning with nearly no effort… When I stood close to you I could feel the sharpness of your sorcery as if it took only the snap of fingers to make the world turn upside down. There were rumours that all your kind were engaged in some secret rituals of black magic which involved a lot of dark arts and evil spirits, and of course there was a certain air of mystery around you but I never felt like you would hurt me. You were always there when I needed advice, you were always understanding when I failed or lost faith in myself, you even helped me with practical matters – when the time was right you brought me all my equipment and gave me my first magical weapon, a book actually, but what kind of a book it was…At first I felt that it’s controlling me not the other way round. Seemed as if it wanted to share all its wisdom and I was only a tool for expressing its skills. But soon I mastered the necessary skills myself and learned my first real spells – I could strike with winds and freeze my enemies instantly to an icicle, I could make them weak when they attacked me and I could slow their movement. I felt invincible. That certainly almost cost my life a couple of times…
So we spent hours together talking and practising, you always a step ahead of me but still waiting as soon as you saw I’m not that fast. You took me to places where I had never been before – to ancient castles and mountains and endless seashores where we were the only people… In all the places you had a story to tell and sometimes you asked me questions, I couldn’t answer in the beginning but you encouraged me to think and improvise and soon you were surprised at some of the things I said.
So it was only logical that I started to feel a connection with you, I suddenly understood how you look at things and it fascinated me. I started to see things your way and it was a totally different dimension, everything seemed to have a reason, it was like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle falling into places. I felt so happy and easy, like I had nothing to worry about and I realised that the world was a wonderful place to be in. And all the time I was mastering my skills, I went hunting at nights, I travelled long distances in mountains where snow was so white that it hurt my eyes and wolves and goblins were only living creatures I saw for days. A couple of times I ran into giant spiders and spirits but as long as I didn’t touch them they showed no interest in me. And of course some of them were weak enough for me to kill them and practice my hunting skills.
So one night we were walking in the darkening forest hearing the owls wake up and spread their wings almost as silently as death creeping behind your back. I was a bit scared so you told me to keep close to you and you put a protection spell on me. I was almost like a shadow following you, feeling you inhale the night air and keeping your sharp senses constantly agile to detect the slightest movement that could harm us. I saw the moonlight reflect on your shield and I felt the gentle brush of your velvet robe as I walked next to you. We didn’t talk anymore; we shared each other’s thoughts and disappeared into the night like ghosts, two minds in one body, like a predator ready to jump at his prey. So somehow it was like a silent agreement between us that when we came to a glade that was filled with moonlight reflecting on hazy clouds, we stopped and you wrapped your arms around me. The forest was whispering around us and the streaks of mist sailed past us like ghost ships doomed to wander eternally… You held me close and I could feel your breathing and our feet were getting wet in the dew. But it didn’t matter; nothing mattered besides me and you and the magic that had sparkled between us. You took my face between your hands and kissed me, I could feel your tongue in my mouth and your fingers stroking my hair and sliding down my neck. I was like in a trance or something; I just drowned in your eyes and let you take control. You put you robe on the ground and took my hand to guide it to your warm body. It was cold outside but we didn’t feel it, we had our own heat… We lay next to each other barely touching but still fully electrified, our bodies were filled with the highest magic that exists – lust. So the next moment we were all over each other, kissing and tasting, touching and feeling, giving and taking – and only the full moon looked down on us and filled our flesh with desire. I don’t even remember all that happened that night but I know that I had you inside of me many times in many different ways, granting all my wishes and reading my mind like an open book. And that I really got the taste of you in my mouth, the feeling of your soft skin under my hands and the whisper of your hot breath in my ear. I was recharged with energy, feeling like I held the world on my palm, like the final piece of the puzzle had been placed. I knew that no matter what life had to offer for me, I was eternally connected to you, even if we never met again…
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